AprilMay

Each day is meant to get easier but i find it the total opposite. I miss watching the sun glimmer over your shoulders in the morning. Listening to your heartbeat before going to sleep and then i'll listen to mine right after. I loved pressing my head against your stomach and make out sounds while watching movies. I want to go back to the way things were but you don't want to. I keep thinking if i see you the pain would go away. But when i do i expect you to smile and hug me. I know you want to be alone so i'll give you loneliness.