I said maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me

Mmmmm playing the ryan adams version hard. Yesterday the 30th of July, was probably one of the worst days of the year. Dead tired, moody as fuck... mum is pushing to move out of the apartment followed by getting locked out of the apartment and had to ask brad to climb into our bathroom to get us back in. I chucked a hissy fit at my mum and this random chick living with us, and i can't be fucked apologising for the way acted. My tutor warned me i was very close to being kicked out of my course because i failed to hand in an assessment, which had to be finished by that night (which i did finish by 11:45) thank god - everything just boiled out of proportion. The weather was nice today, I'm just so pissed off with a lot of things lately & i think i'm getting a cold. I think i need to be alone for a while, read or draw - finish my magazine.. i'm just way too tired. My mum is getting on my nerves. Just finished disc one of freaks and geeks. Need to check out american apparel very soon. Going to bed now, sometimes i wish i would have a wonderwall.

i found a reason

Oh I do believe
In all the things you say
What comes is better than what came before

And youd better come come, come come to me
Better come come, come come to me
Better run, run run, run run to me
Better come

Oh I do believe
In all the things you say
What comes is better that what came before

And youd better run run, run run to me
Better run, run run, run run to me
Better come, come come, come come to me
Youd better run

I'll follow you into the dark

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

Float on

Hellooooooo. it's 4 am and i'm listening to sleep around the clock by belle and sebastian ! I've been out of writing for a bit because i've been sort of bored. I just watched Lust caution, i didn't really pay attention to 90% of the film and only borrowed it for the sex, Joan chen, tony leung and Lee hom wang. I don't get why asian films feature strong sex, then the girl cries right after it. The other week i had the bad case of insomnia, 48 hours with no sleep baybeeee - i guess i was too preoccupied with my zine which i'm purposely delaying because i want it to be released during summer, i fucking hate this weather. I watched 'unfinished sky' today, it was really good, i recommend it ! I think films are best viewed when you have no idea of what it is about before watching it. So yea go see it. mm my feet are sore from walking from oxford to circular quay! I guess i'd be doing nothing tomorrow :( I am starving! I probably should not have taken a nap earlier. Adios