It's only castles burning.

When I'm down i have a knack for listening to Neil Young over and over. I discovered Neil Young in year 8 when i walked past my dad's bedroom while he was listening to 'Don't let it bring you down.' I realised that it was an Annie Lennox cover in American Beauty, you know in that climactic scene where Kevin slowly undresses Mena Suvari, don't get too turned on. I get really disappointed of the number of people who haven't even heard of Neil. Oh yes i enjoyed my doses of Ja rule and Nelly (er and even J. Lo) in 2002, but After the Goldrush is the album i fell in love with (It took my dad 3 years to figure out his CD was missing). I wish i could sing only to sing 'Birds,' so i can upload it onto my Youtube account. Not really. As gay as this is going to sound, but i feel like there's a hole in my chest and it's only getting deeper. I don't know how to fix it. And i don't know where you are.